Dance Me Through the Panic till I’m Gathered Safely In

On the theme of “Navigating Safety and Fear in a Shifting Relational Field” by Charlie Jackson-Allen MSc GMBPsS MBACP

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Dance Me Through the Panic till I’m Gathered Safely In

The therapeutic container, the cherished sanctuary wherein

safety can dwell, is becoming more porous to outside events.

Events like global conflict and environmental uncertainty bleed

through our boundaries and shake the shared ground of our safe

places. This shaking ground is no metaphor; rather, a potent and

present cohabited field phenomenon. The outside world is not and

has never been outside.

Atmosphere: The Ether of the Between

Acting Practitioner Michael Chekhov conceptualised “Atmosphere”

as more than a personal mood, but instead an objective, spatial reality –

an invisible “ether” surrounding all in a room. Here and Now, warfare and

global instability are a shared, stark, and unavoidable Figure, charging

the atmosphere with an electric heaviness formed from collective hyper-

vigilance.

This collective dread is not a symptom which we need to regulate

out of existence. By behaving as a detached observer in a separate

reality, we fall into a “Quantum Trap”. We can consider Karen Barad’s

“Agential Realism” (2007). Barad here suggests that we do not “interact”

with a world “out there”; instead, we “intra-act” within it. The fundamental

entanglement of therapist and client cannot be simplified to two stable

points meeting at a boundary; they are phenomena co-emerging from a

field vibrating with the discord of the world.

In the beautiful, often dissonant dance with a client, we cannot

pretend that the floor isn’t shaking. We cannot set the session in a

backdrop of purity, which simply does not exist within the field. Instead,

we must resonate and undulate with the waves in sympathy with the

ground – working as a resonant body to co-create a truer, situational

safety.

The Telemicroscopic Lens: Micro-Gestures as Global Resonance

Augusto Boal described the stage as a “telemicroscopic space”:

the smallest and most private gestures are brought into high-definition

focus yet remain inextricably linked to the larger-scale macro-forces of

the world. This telemicroscopic lens is a crucial and critical lens for the

phenomenological observer. If we ignore the larger scale resonances,

we are not creating a sanctuary; we are creating a clinical vacuum.

We are not here to create a sterile absence in which a practitioner

and client can politely flow together. This is antithetical to the Fertile

Void; there is no authentic “Now”, so there can be no “Now-for-Next”.

Through a telemicroscopic lens, the client’s shallow, sharp breath in the

throat, or a sudden clenching of a hand, is a micro-enactment of the

global field. Fear is not an interruption of the “real work”; it is the work. It

is the primary material of the encounter; if we ignore it, that constitutes

relational abandonment.

Karma Police Arrest this Man

It is easy for us to retreat into the clinical vacuum. All the

internalised voices and introjects that dictate what is permissible for us

to feel are strengthened in the face of the powerful fear caused by the

overwhelming swell of global uncertainty.

We must not let what Boal referred to as the “Cop in the Head”

interfere with our reaching our clients and with the intentionality of

contact (Spagnuolo-Lobb, 2013). It is easy for the client to listen to the

voice telling them to remain numb and vigilant, and for the therapist to

maintain a false “professional neutrality.” The “Cop” tells us that it is

unsafe to reach out, to touch, or to be moved.

We must move from being mere spectators of the client’s fear to

instead becoming Spect-actors (Jackson & Boal, 2005) within the

relational field. We must “break the fourth wall” of the clinical encounter

by acknowledging the shared tremors. The “Cop” is forced out of the

shadows and into the light by acknowledging that the terrors of war and

global uncertainty are in the room. The session can be transformed into

a rehearsal for relational citizenship – we can reach each other and

quieten the “Cop”.

Relational Safety Redefined

We are not co-creating safety in retreat from reality, far from it: we

are seeking to co-create a resilience of the between. Being “gathered

safely in” is not just finding shelter from the tremors but finding a

relational rhythm that can embrace the discord without collapsing into

the numbness of desensitisation. This is support not as a prop but as a

rhythm.

Safety in a rapidly changing field is a dynamic quality of situational

support. To provide the support necessary for healthy and spontaneous

“Now-for-Next” in a world at war requires a co-created confidence that

the “between” is strong enough to hold two shaking entities without

breaking contact. This is the psychophysical act of two dancers standing

on a shaking floor and, while the world falls around them, refusing to turn

from or release their hold.

Put on Your Red Shoes and Dance the Blues

In a war-torn field, we dance to resist. Not a graceful, pretty dance,

but an awkward and frightened dance. We choose to remain sensitive;

we are not a static support; we are the dance partner. We acknowledge

that our movements are co-constituted by the ground beneath us. The

smallest of gestures, the tiniest moments of vulnerability are practised

under the eyes of the “Cop” as a radical “Next”. The choice to remain

porous, “entangled”, and reachable is a revolutionary act of love.

We are tasked here as practitioners with more than regulation. We

are both the “Field-Regulators” and “Field-Resonators” of a discordant

global field. Are we helping our clients “adjust” to an unsafe world, or

instead, helping them rehearse a way of being within it that maintains

their humanity?

By integrating the radical agency of Boal with the relational fluidity

of Spagnuolo-Lobb, we can offer a place to temper the soul. We stand

amidst the earthquake, not as experts in tranquillity, but as resonant

partners in the dance. In a field of discord, is it our primary duty to find

the ‘right’ technique, or is it to become a more resonant instrument – one

capable of being played by the world’s grief? Even where there is no

floor, we can find the rhythm of the “We” – and in sharing that rhythm,

“We” are gathered safely in.

Bibliography

Barad, K. (2007). Meeting the universe halfway: Quantum physics and the entanglement of matter and meaning. Duke University Press.

Chekhov, M. (1953). To the Actor: On the Technique of Acting. New York: Harper & Row.

Jackson, A., & Boal, A. (2005). Games for actors and non-actors. Routledge.

Jackson, A., & Boal, A. (1995). The rainbow of desire: The Boal method of theatre and therapy. Routledge.

Spagnuolo-Lobb, M. (2013). The Now-for-Next in Psychotherapy. Gestalt Therapy Recounted in Post-Modern Society. Siracusa: Istituto di Gestalt HCC Italy Pub.


Charlie is a graduate psychologist and a Gestalt-oriented therapist, practising privately online and as part of the Neurodivergent Therapy Space team. He is an acting and performance tutor and a former international touring performer. You can find him on:

Instagram at @hellocreativecharlie and online at www.creativecharlie.co.uk


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